My head hurts, my brain can't seem to function, and I've got work to be done. I can't seem to drag myself of the downward spiralling mess, and I just can't seem to get myself going.

I can't stand the reasoning that "You're doing this for your future." The truth is that the thing called "the future" is the most uncertain thing on earth. What is more real, "the present" or "the future"? If anyone is saying the future, go shoot yourself or something. Obviously "the present" has a greater hold on you than "the future". It's irritating to be told that whatever you suffer now is for the better good in "the future". Sometimes, it's just too difficult to try and realise "the future".