Tuesday, 30 September 2008

IT'S OVER!

THE EXAMS ARE WAY OVER!!

I hate PW.

Monday, 29 September 2008

One more....

Seriously. The wait is killing me... One more paper...............

Sunday, 28 September 2008

Literature Revision

I was reading through Fall of the House of Usher...

Stuff describing Usher:

  • "his ordinary manner had vanished"
  • "unceasingly agitated mind"
  • "an evidently restrained hysteria in his whole demeanour"
  • "a sickly smile quivered about his lips"

No wonder some of my friends called me Usher. That's... disturbing...

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Othello Revision; Main themes in Othello
  • Appearance and Reality
  • Male Honour & Military Code
  • Jealousy
  • Male Patriachy
I'm only gonna do the essay question, unless the context is like super easy... ZZZ...

Friday, 26 September 2008

Struggling........

2 more to go... Literature and History (Southeast Asia)...

I WILL SURVIVE THIS NONSENSE!!

On a side note,
I HAVE MY TRIPOD AND CABLE RELEASE! WOOT!

Thursday, 25 September 2008

EXAM システム!

EXAMS are terrible I tell you! They suck the life from you!

I'm gonna bed now. Super sleepy. When I wake up, it's gonna be Math intensive... And gonna get started on History P2 and/or Lit as well. *Higher probability of 'OR' though*

I need more time!

EXAM システム! 発動!

Wednesday, 24 September 2008

Me is going insanes

YARS, za posts' titlez tellz it allz..................... Going inzanes.......

Monday, 22 September 2008

Camera Equipment

I'm thinking in my head right now... Should I get more camera equipment?

Wants:
- AF 50mm f/1.8D
- AF-S NIKKOR 14-24mm f/2.8G ED
- AF-S NIKKOR 24-70mm f/2.8G ED

Thoughts:
- I have no money. At best by the end of the year, I can only afford the AF 50mm f/1.8D and cable release.
- I have my reservations regarding the AF 50mm f/1.8D. Nikon will be releasing a AF-S 50mm f/1.4G at the end of this year or early next year.
- AF-S 14-24mm f/2.8G ED and AF-S 24-70mm f/2.8G ED: Two REALLY expensive lenses. If I were to get them, I'd probably have to save up over NS or something.

Yippee! Bought the tripod and cable release. =D

Please...

What I wanted was a yesterday,
But all I had was a today,
What I really need is a tomorrow.

Please don't stop the tracks of time.

-Why doesn't anyone understand?-

Sunday, 21 September 2008

Being Emo - My Twin


Being Emo - My Twin
Originally uploaded by zeta_gundam

Yes, I have a twin. Your eyes are not deceiving you!

And yes, both of us are emo...

*100th Post!

答えは聞いてない

I can't hear your answer!

That's how I feel right now...

Friday, 19 September 2008

Depression


Depression
Originally uploaded by zeta_gundam

How everything looks to me right now...

I'm going insane over the promotional exams. And Geopolitics sounds fun. Maybe I should try for it.

Monday, 15 September 2008

Full Moon


Full Moon
Originally uploaded by zeta_gundam

Second post with regards to night photography.

Now back to the mugging table.

Sunday, 14 September 2008

Neglected Stairs


Neglected Stairs
Originally uploaded by zeta_gundam

Well, first of the few night photos. More to come, stay tuned!

Off to mug for promos! Ta~!

Monday, 8 September 2008

Announcement!

Well, if you remembered the post on Fireworks!, you would remember me mentioning that I have a second reason for shooting the fireworks. The main aim for me going out to shoot fireworks was to actually seek locations in the city area to shoot the night scenes in Singapore.

Yes, I'm officially, or unofficially, announcing my plans - I want to embark on a journey of night photography. The night life (no not the kind along red-light districts) holds many secrets and thrills. This would be in line with the photography experience - photography is not about the photo, but rather HOW you get the photo you want.

I'm gonna start in the holidays (i.e. November and December), so until now, people who bother about me, wait patiently.

Saturday, 6 September 2008

Questions

Well, so yesterday was Sonia's birthday, and yeah I did have fun. But that aside, Samuel asked me a very... thought-provoking question: "Have you ever considered yourself to be human?" I merely laughed.

Well, the truth is, this question has always been in my head. Or rather, a similar question: What makes a human human? Is it race? Religion? The 'human' body? The 'human' mind? The will to live? The ability to adapt? The ability to love? The ability to hate? The ability to think? The soul? The conscience? What actually makes up a human, scientifically speaking? Science cannot explain the soul and the conscience within each and every one of us. So from a scientific aspect, what defines us as humans? Are we really smarter than other animals in the animal kingdom? Are there really differences between animals and humans? Look at our inner beasts; the number of rapists, murderers, liars, thieves in the world, are not humans worse than beasts at times? The killing instinct, the survival of the fittest in the animal kingdom, are these not present in the human world as well?

Humans are probably the most despicable things ever seen on the face of the earth. This statement, in both the physical and spiritual aspects of life, stands true. Physically and scientifically, 'evil' would be the nuclear bomb, mercy killing etc. Spiritually speaking, it would be everything and anything that we do. The human heart is pure evil, undeniably. Every first intention of the heart and the mind would be entertaining evil.

Another question, what is life? What defines life? What is life from a scientific aspect? Is it the thought of tomorrow? The sense of pain? The sense of pleasure? The emotions you feel? The thoughts you entertain? What really is life? Truthfully, life is defined by death. Everything is born to die, be it human or beast. Death is the only reality, while life is just a figment of your imagination. What does it really mean to be alive? In all sincerity, to be alive means to accept your imminent death. Another question, what is truth? Everyone puts on different masks in front of their friends, families, and society. What is 'the truth'? What makes up 'truth'? It would be the lies that makes up the reality.

Okay, enough ranting.

Monday, 1 September 2008

Food for Thought

Some food for thought:

  • "Everyone lies according to circumstances. Everyone shows different faces to their families, their friends, and society. But is that really a sin? What is a 'true' face?"
  • "You have to push away what you truly treasure."
  • "The further you are from the truth, the more protected you are."
  • "If you want results, you have to do something. And that method would lead to denying something else."
  • "Why do people lie? It's because they have a purpose."
  • "Enforcing kindness onto people; it's no different from evil."
  • "Good will and ill will are ultimately the two sides of the same card."

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